• sauntering

    i feel good going into this year. a slow and intentional start. i’ve had my quiet mornings to really contemplate how i want to engage with this year and i’m not putting pressure on myself to accomplish these any specific way.

    i told myself i’m going to travel — i will be in barcelona at some point within the next 6 months.

    i’m going to take more photos. candid, considered, and not too overthought. i’m going to enjoy using my cameras again and find other people to take photos with/of.

    the need to explore and try new things is high. i’m trying to see everyday as an opportunity to get out there and do other things.

    i’m going to produce an album this year and direct a short film and publish my zine. i feel comfortable in my ideas now and not afraid to just put my shit out there

  • vibin

    so i like the interface for wordpress already more than any other app i’ve used for blogging.

    the scrollable menu to edit text makes sense

  • long time coming

    this is a new journey for me.

  • stoned fruit

    i first started smoking weed when i turned 27. it took a lot of attempts to get me high – 7 in fact. what did it was a sativa pill.

    or should i say 2 cause i popped the second sooner than i should’ve – of course. i could feel my eyes start to roll around so i pulled out my phone and recorded myself for the next 12 minutes.


    i was high for 17 hours.

    i woke up and had to go to work and a movie after high af. it was an intense experience but it opened me up to self regulate and figure out what i like and how much.

    part of my morning ritual is rolling a joint while my kettle boils. sometimes i read articles while i smoke but i’ve been enjoying deep breathing exercises while i meditate.

    • back in that ‘09 coffee shop writing flow
    • sitting outside waiting for my weed delivery person to show up has been my weekly appearance outside. weed, walks, and groceries
    • i’m really proud of the art i’m working on and happy i have that to escape to and keep me motivated. taking risks and not second guessing myself and just going with it has been much needed right now
    • niggas are enlightening
    • love that i’ve built up a rapport with a camera shop within walking distance
    • i may destroy you continues to be the best writing i’ve seen in awhile
    • ready when you are
    • rage as a reminder
    • being high on a trail when you see a snake
    • when you pound your hands on their ass cheeks while you’re digging your face further taking your frustrations out on their hole and then wrap your arms around their waist and pull them onto your tongue deeper
    • grateful for the ocean air after 9pm
    • grateful for shelter and remote work
    • damn, i want waffles